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mikeysr1216

 

WELL I DONT KNOW IF THIS WILL HELP BUT IM GOING TO TRY ANYWAY
 

      Here goes it . well most pple know whats going on, here it is
Jamie and i had an open realationship for a while, I treated her like shit for the better part of the 3 years we were together. Shit just kept getting  worst most of it my fault , i bounce back and forth to Jamie and Gina.
Gina is the girl  from the open realationship, also married her and had a kid with , then kept bouncing back and forth, so to make a long story short , everything now in life  is a direct  reaction of how ive acted  in the past year  or so.

Now I have wife and a  women im inlove with, I question that ASK IS she is inlove with me , but i know she, I know she loves me , but it not that simple any more , like i said everything now is a direct reaction of how i treated both wemon ,my wife  contenplates a devorce on the bad days there are alot more bad days then good, jamie is dating and sleeping with someone i once called one of my close friends . Jamie say she loves me and want to be with, ,just she cant cus ive lied, chated and stole for the better part of the 3 years we were together, my wife still think we could happy if we could get threw  this, meaning i could ever get over and
let go of jaime , but the questions i ask myself is why am i holding on to 2 broken realationships? can a man be inlove W 2 wemon is the human heart that confusing OR CRUEL or is the human mind that is ? IS this all the bad karma i sent out coming back to fuck me in the ass w no lube?
 

W/E    Ive done a lot of ill shit l8ly to both wemon so if this is just karma being a bitch i guess i deverse it.
FUCK IT I DONT KNOW  IF IT IS , LATE CAN BE CUEL, THATS LIFE IVE LEARNED THAT IN MY 27 YEARS HERE ON EARTH





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maybe only one is broken and the other just shaken and rocky..did u thinkg of that?

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