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just an okay day

just an okay day, kinda want to get high tho but thats nothing new , ive felt like since i was 12, I also miss my mom today but thats nothing new either, rid keh may 10 1965 -- march 17 1997

Everytime i miss my mom really bad i post this on my fb

 I thought of you today, but that is nothing new. I thought about you yesterday, and days before that too. I think of you in silence, I often speak your name. All I have are memories and a picture in a frame. Your memory is a keepsake, from which I'll never part. God has you in his arms, I have you in my heart. kathryne...... elizabeth hamilton 5/10/65- 3/ 27/97 rip mom ill alway miss you love your baby boy mike 

but i should be good tho like i said ive wanted to get everyday since was 12 , so thats nothing new to me , I have my NA meeting tomarrow so i should be good, even tho i hate those damn meeting , i need them bad as hell these days, hate needing them but they help if i let them, I still dont talk in the meeting i just lestin mainly and take in the message,  I dont yet have a sponcer but I really need one i think i will actauly  look and shop around for one ,  a wise man once said " when to studen is ready , the teacher will apppear"
so i may not breaking  my neck looking but looking casualy

love mikey sr    xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo


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